Title:	Raawr-Ness ?
Date:	2008-07-26 @ 16:41
Security:	public
Location:	Home
Music:	Monsters - Matchbook Romance
Mood:	crushed

Someone tell me the truth! 

I dont know what to believe anymore..
I dont want to see kids skipping on their way to
La-La Land. I want to see the REAL world.

La-La Land and the Real world are two completely different things.
Have my parents been telling me tall tales my whole life?

I still like the WWE, and I still want to be a diva.
They always told me to dream big, and let them last my whole life. 
But in reality, was I always supposed to have small dreams, that shatter?
Crush, crumble, evaporate, disintegrate, and burn..
Ouch. Help?

By the way, CM Punk is by far the greatest wrestler!
XD Oh god, Im sucha dork.

I woke up this morning from a scary dream, just to find out
it was reality. I always wake up feeling the same thing, over
and over again.. Depression and a sense of Mediocrity.

But this morning was different, i woke up feeling just plain alone.
it hurt for a while. then i started to cry knowing that my scars
from abuse would never, ever go away. Both emotinally and physically.
And just when i thought i couldn't take it any more the phone rang..

As it turns out it was my cousin crying cause she broke up with her boyfriend.
FINALLY! I could stop worrying about my own sorrow. I started telling
my cousin that she could do WAAAY better, she knew i was right..
She stopped crying and said that she felt better, and thanked me. We then said
bye and hung up.. I finally felt better after one phone call. God only
knows why.. 

Title:	What the hell..
Date:	2008-07-03 @ 13:32
Security:	public
Mood:	amused

I know this may sound quite funny, but i was watching monday night raw
and i saw CM Punk win the championship. nnd' quite frankly i was
happy for the guy! But then you see JBL being the stupid fruit
that he is, come up and request a match for the title. I couldn't
help but laugh.. But justice Prevailed and CM Punk won. 
All i got to say is, ha-ha, JBL lost x]